Wednesday, May 28, 2008

My moment of finality

It was typical hot day of mumbai summer..
For the whole day my body was paining little bit..
At 11 in the night the pain became unbearable. I strongly wished to go to doctor but no dispensary in the vicinity would have been open at that time..I lied on my bed trying to sleep, but in vain..every single cell of my body was paining. I could not think of anything else at that time. that was the only time ever I experienced such pain. At one point of time I thought that I am going to die...within few minutes...

Then I recounted whatever good and bad I have done in 21 years of my life. How much I have grown from a kid to a young boy. The final remainder of calculation about my past years turned out to be zero..

I was doing what others thought as good for me. i never liked engineering. i felt strongly for last three years that I am wasting my life herein college. It will give me job(I was already selected for IBM and TCS) but that is not what I wished for. So the end came at the same point what is the thing that I really want. (whatever i have done not satisfying me uptill now)

I many times searched for the meaning of life and the reason for my being here. I never got any concerete answer other than ask myself..This is the thing no one else can do for me or you.. we have to find that ourselves. Then I thought what is the use of 16 years of of my school education if it can not tell me what I am going to do in my life that has some value.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Share Your Dreams

Hi,


Tell truly what you want to do in your life...........